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Friday, August 29, 2008
 this picture was last year ?and actually this was this times when i dont feel appreaciated there . i feel like , i wasnt suppose to be there . the noises i made was called , irritating . when my motive wasnt even to irritate you guys . therefore i took the step and runaway , to the people who could tolerate me . i never had the thought of that you people are low standard . why would i even want to say that ? when some of your crew are people i love too ; fir all that . i explained everything to him and thank god , he's still my bestbuddy . i dont know what to say already . till now , i doesnt take this as a fight or whatsoever but just a fcuking hell , misunderstandings -.- Wednesday, August 27, 2008  tell me whose not gonna be extremely sad when things you wanted dont really happened ? or maybe it hasnt happened yet but you have this horrible prediction ? i can get extremely upset when things like this happened especially when it comes to relationship . heh , tell me who dont . im experiencing this now and i couldnt run away from it . its always the same the thing happening again and again . after the last few same incidents , i have already vowed to myself not to repeat the same mistake again but yet im doing this again . haaaaaaa , im not okay now :( i miss rohayu badly Thursday, August 21, 2008  this picture still remained as my favouriteFew more minute , POOP its your birthday . Small girl , youre already 14 . Still remember how we nagged at each other about you leaving to cambodia on my birthday ? How you locked me inside the balcony for few hours with sehamini , just to create a video presentation with deanna for me ? i can still remember how much i missed you when you were gone from my sight at the airport on my birthday . the msges i sent to you when i cried badly because i thought no one will be celebrating my birthday with me . sweeeetmemories i tell you . And me being angry and threatened you by saying i'll be going to Bangkok with my aunty on 22nd aug because i dont want you to go cambodia . But heyyyyy aisyah , im here to celebrate your birthday with you . it may be the first time im celebrating it with you but i can bet you , its gonna be a memorable one for you . Still remember how we argued last Saturday and i was being a one hell ego girl but lastly im the one who breaks down and cried when i saw you . i still could recall what exactly i said to you . That shows how much i really dont want to loooooose aisyaaaah . Things were all unexpected now . i understand truely how you feel . im here for you anytime anywhere anyhow , thats a promise . Fir requested a favour from me , to take goood care of aisyah and not to let anything bad affect her health plus to bring up smile on her face . ohh sure will , i will mark my promise , Fir ;) Haaappy Birthday Aisyah i love you , always and forever Sunday, August 17, 2008
do i even stand a chance ?  yesterday wasnt that goood at all . alot of unexpected things happened and majority of it wasnt nice at all . words which i never even mention or thought of them came out resulting a broken friendships . i tried to save this friendship but i should have known the type of person you are ; who sticks and wont change your decision . everything was awful yesterday , seriously . i wont brood over this anymore , theres no point right ? i guess im fine with it now ? whatever . anyway , sweethearts is sweethearts once again * smilessssssssss * aisyah's birthday is like in a few days time , i reckon shes excited by now and oh , i didnt attend work today , im just plain lazy ; heckcare laaa went to queensway with aunty , and she bought me a vintage dress thank you so much maaaan . tomorrow is monday which means 5 more days to saturday ? i have netball trainings on mon wed and fri and i have to work on tue and thur its gonna be a very tiring week for me , waduhhhhhhhh how i wish everyday is saturday -.- Saturday, August 16, 2008
i want the old times back , please  where has ... those afternoon meetups on weekdays gone to ? those night phone calls gone to ? those having lunch or dinner together gone to ? lastly where has all those good times gone to ? where ? it seems like all 3 of us are minding and doing our own things im not sure either whether you guys realised this or not and if youre not , i dont think we are meant to be called sweethearts . * insert sad sad face * Friday, August 15, 2008
if i only i could be with you :(  schoool was alright except that im a bit lost in some things . i couldnt stay awake for english lesson because hey ! its way tooooo boring . the lesson is partly all about reading reading and making people read , oh so awesome ! i'll be having maths and science test next week , must studdddddddddddy horh . anyway , i went to work just now and our manager was being very and extremlely pathetic because he made me and some other crew count the straws , the knives , the forks and tomato sauce when we're supposed to go home at 10 . ohhhGayyyy , awesome number 2 lah him . he forced me to work tomorow because theres lack of one crew , chipopehkia ! anyway tomorow is friday and up next saturday ! ( siape tak tahu eh ) the day where i finally finally finally relaaax and have fun ^^ ohhyahh , aisyahs' stating the fact in her blog . i realised i was abit mental in the past ! wanna know why ? when i was p4 or was it p5 ? i couldnt remember but its okay . so here it goes . mum gave me 70 bucks which is already tooo much for me . but actually its too much for a ten year old girl like me . okaay whatever . so yeahh , i head to jurong point alone . mum actually gave me that money for me to buy branded pencilcase and wallets but i spend it other lame stuffs . 1. i went to roam around jp alone ! 2. i bought pencilcase for my friend 3. i went to play arcade alone ! 4. i went to eat at banquet alone ! 5. pathetically , i went to watch movie ' king kong ' alone ! i guess im a loner in the past ? ohh whatever , but i did practically all my stuffs , alone ? hahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahha , okay dahh diam * aisyah keep quiet ! * i know shes probably laughing when reading this because shes sucha a bustardeous ! hahahahahahha , kay dah bye ! Tuesday, August 12, 2008  i have to drag myself to work yesterday eventhough im down with fever and fcuking flu because i skipped alot of times last week , wapiangeh . i didnt went to school today because my flu's getting worse and my fever is playing funfair , high and low . come on , get well soon fifie .i missed home econs lesson today [ sad face ] there will be netball training tomorrow , wallaneyy . mum is bringing me to doctor later , i wanna have 2 days mc please ;) i miss aan the 6th child :( Monday, August 11, 2008
im prepared  everything went as sweet as sugar yesterday until the time when she put me in a 'whatwentwrong' state . i couldnt react neither nor to speak , i was speechless . all i could think of was , crying . it was drastically unreasonable . if you really thought you could treat me like a doll , sorry much you got the wrong person . all i could turn to at that moment was , aisyah . but i couldnt blame her for not answering my calls because it was around 4 in the morning and shes probably asleep soundly . i dont have anyone else to turn to . i ran from where im seated to the scene where you were in sorrows after countless times of receiving shoutings from you but its meaningless hopeless useless . i felt unappreaciated much . Thank you so much sehamini . Wednesday, August 6, 2008
we are no longer lovers  im laaazy to update blog these few days . oh anyway , im busy with work and netball training . i dont have a single day to enjoy a relaxing nap *sighs* one of my extensions dropped in school , malu nyer :DD im adding extensions gain , this weekends ; please come fast ^^ national day's is in a few days time , confirm pack ehh marina . early dismissal on friday but saaaaaaadly , i have netball training in the afternoon :( not to forget , happy 10th monthsary to me and aisyah we are still your superheroes with no powers * smile * 2 more months to a year ; wooooow ! |
