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Sunday, September 28, 2008
 ohpit the sengau and fifie the buntuthari raya is in just 3 days time ! you happy not ? i happy im missing someoneeee right now , go figure ! Thursday, September 25, 2008
baybeh ~  sehamini couldnt attend yesterday gathering . it was very fun afterall . i feel like burning aisyah's hair the moment she reached home . Her hair is longer than mine , which im not quite satisfied actually . hahahhaha , kay kidding . anyway she looks better with this hair . with those beautiful scenes yesterday , waaah cair ~ i just love the way it is now . had a great talk with seha on the phone yesterday . anger was changed into laughter by how we criticise people . i miss you laaah seJamini ( cute kan name ) hahahaaaha i thought of not sleeping till 6 but my eyes betrayed me and gently close it . i didnt even did any single revision for maths paper , baik ape fifie . i was restless and kept on fidgeting during the paper just now . i stopped doing the paper halfway and stare into spaces . haiyoo fie ~ i'm suppose to revise geography today but instead i want to be stubborn and follow my mum to town later , heh anyway , telinga panas dok dengar convo tadi . tak sayang mulot pe ? i couldnt even recall i'd said all those ? heh , mulot tarok pat jubo uh lain kali . pfft ~ Monday, September 22, 2008
it takes time to heal  GIGI KUDAsorry for being so 'emotional' on the previous post . but hey , i was just being honest and letting everything out . that wasnt all actually , theres more which i could have written but i dont want any party to get hurt . forget all this , it takes time to heal . lesson learnt and i wont repeat the same old pathetic mistake . i wont be coming to school for today and tomorow , 2 days mc ! anyway next week is raye ! so fast huh ? last paper will be on 30th , a day before raye . i'll be going to malaysiaa :( but will be back on the first day of raye . i suddenly feel like having a chalet with friends during this upcoming holiday ? should plan it later . anyway , thanks wan tengku for giving me a call just now to cheer me up and listen abit to my sorrows eventhough its like 10 mins only ? heh . i love sweethearts ! Sunday, September 21, 2008
do you knows how much it hurts to be missing you ?  Finally , my prediction was true . lucky for me , i didnt put in much hopes on the words people told me because . i'd tried my best to not even believe all those but , tell me whos not happy when you hear all those beautiful words from friends , not friends perhaps , its bestbuddies . Nehhh , i dont blame you guys for having me landed in this state because i believe you guys also didnt expects this to happen either . fcuk myself for putting myself this way because in the first place i shouldnt have even done that pathetic mistake . i didnt know whether i should wait for you or just stops here but my heart says i dont mind not having to be yours but i wish i could continue to be by you in any circumstances . Thick tears dropped one by one right after i read that message , i mean it . i read the message over and over again and each time i read the last word , i will end up sobbing . im so totally not alright . :( Thursday, September 18, 2008
where oh where ?  we dont spend time like how we used to . wheres all the wonderful time flew ? i'm a little upset here . it just seems like we're normal friends ; normal friends who only searches for each other only when theres problem . i cant be jealous but maybe the people there could bring smile upon your faces , idk . nehh , im just having wild imaginations . i wouldnt want this to carry on just like this but i guess you people have alot of loved ones to handle , idk too . i couldnt be more straight here but yeahh , im just noting down what i really feel . i'm so not alright . frankly , i feel im no longer important/somebody to you girls i'm sorry if this was unexpected but i know its always i'm the one feeling/realising all this . but , frankly try putting yourself in my shoes . maybe you guys wont understand . its alright . it'll get better in time , i guess ? Tuesday, September 16, 2008
where are the hopes ?  thats hidayah !its been a week since i last update . its just that , i didnt have the mood to blog . schoool sucks as usual . but i'm happy that i didnt went out these days . i spend my precious time at home , sleeping and reading . anyway , last saturday wasnt a day to remember . it was friggin awful that day but i take it easy and forget everything . now , im alright . I'll be having my first end of year paper this thursday . yes , i've started my revision . anyway , i miss this people ; sehamini aan ouhpit mok wan olis lina i dont miss aisyah because i see her everyday . its pretty irritating , HAHAHAAH kaaay joking , muaaaahmuaaaah ! Thursday, September 11, 2008
LALI LALI !  school was alright . i was not as sleepy like how i used to be because was all the way i was smsing people in class . i've already applied for an atm card and was freaking shocked to see , theres only 170bucks(salary) in my account . so i have to cancel some wish in wishlist . ohh how sad . i thought it wasnt going to be a great day because i was quite pissed alot of times but with aisyah around , i cant be better . she made my day with her banyak-foul mouth . we took neoprints and end up laughing at each of the shots . we thought of catching a movie but no movie actually catched our attention . break fast at pizzahut since we are tempting to try the apetahhname pizza tu . anyway , im missing someone right = a guy , ssshhhhh . Wednesday, September 10, 2008
special feelings  maybe i should just get it straight here . firstly , i shouldnt have fallen for you because main reason i'd fall for you is just because of your , gentle words and tender voice . i should have think wisely before i even make the step to get into you . now , i find it hard to stop having those special feelings for you . sometimes i do feel like you're worth the wait . cause i heard closefriend stating bout you . but , i couldnt just simply believe or even put on hopes on all that because i feared all this will turn into fake/false hopes . i dont know whats next . hopefully he'll feel the same [ insert sad face ] i didnt attend school today and has prescriptions from doctor , i'll be getting my pay tomorow since i had already applied for an atm card . anyway , i cant wait for friday night cause the next day is saturday . im done ; muahhh ! Tuesday, September 9, 2008
hopefully he'll feel the same  i had difficulties sleeping early at night these few days , headaches is one of the reason . i fell asleep in class a number of times . i couldnt control my heavy eyes , seriously . my english teacher was being sucha sweetheart and let the students with no workbook ( bookcheck) to rest for like 30 mins ? ape lagi , tido lah . i spend the whole english lesson smsing aan and olis . recieved a message from aunty . so yeah , i followed her to queensway and break fast at her house . and oh , I SAW SALLY ! hahaha , miss her dokksss * hugs * anyway , i gotta crush on someone maybe not a crush ? because it lasted for a month already perhaps its a deep/huge/big crush Monday, September 8, 2008
all i ever need is , you  school's started . it wasnt a good day to start , i was restless in schoool . i kept falling asleep and do everything at a very slow pace . lucky for me , self-study was cancelled if not i would have suffer for 3 hours in the art room , mugging . i'd rather study at home , lagi comfortable . i had a great talk with aisyah just now during recess time since we cant eat . as usual , i would share with her my saturday stories and we always ended up laughing all along . huahuahua . i love you bebehhh ~ reached home arnd 3 and since theres 10 bucks in my purse , i went to have a haircut . [ points up] i look like last year , hahhahaahaa . yantoopoo's gonna laugh when he sees this , confirm punyaaaa . anyway , i've just realised this . im only living for saturday . im always only looking forward for saturday saturday saturday . i should change this habit quickly or else im stuck and will end regretting . * baik fifiee * Sunday, September 7, 2008
happy bithday  Haaaaaaaapy 17th Birthday Aan ! may you have a memorable 17th birthday and have a great life ahead ! * hugs * yesterday was indeed a great day even though its now in the fasting month . i finally bought my straight cut jean [ grins ] met ohpit , waan tengku and aan at cityhall and to kill time , we played arcade . break fast at burger king since the other fastfood restaurant were full . we had a very hard time thinking of where to go after we had our meal . in the end they came up with an idea of going for sheesha ~ today is my last day of work * gelek pantat * here are some pictures ;)      Saturday, September 6, 2008
act at the right time  gahhhhh , i misss them all :(im sure when school reopen , i'll get suspended for not attending netball after being warned . huahuahua . exams is drawing near . NO ! perhaps its already toooo near . i havent start any serious revision at all . i spend my time talking on phone , chilling here and there and doing nonsense stuffs . watthepak . i miss aisyah seriously , i didnt get to meet her for like a week ? watthepak . rinddu kamu dehhhh ~ i know you miss me alot too , dont you ? kay whatever fie . im going out later with opit wan tengku aan all ^-^ probably to haji lane , buke there and entaaah ape dorang nak buat . but before meeting them i promised mum to follow her to geylang :( haiyaaaaaa . will update later at night or perhaps , tomorrow :) Wednesday, September 3, 2008
never serious huh you ? i didnt attend netball today because my backbone hurts somehow . mum bringing me to doctor tomorow :( i cried the whole night yesterday . yes i mean it , the whole night . i miss you bestestguyfriend , pictures of you kept rewinding in my head . [ damn fcuking crying face ] i've really fallen for you , how ?
fcuking crying face  (tengok muka opit ! ) hahahahahhahahahahahah . muke rapist seh opit ! i went out with rara earlier . we head to town first and i ended up chilling at woodlands with naaat . had our dinner at causeway point . bought my stud and off to meet opit under his block . had my piercing done , thanks to opit . kelaaaakarr giler badaks . reached home arnd 11 plus . theres netball training tomorow , shiaaaaaats ~  ehhhhh , sleeq to be ^-^ Monday, September 1, 2008  muka busokso here it goes , saturday i went out with family and we took bus from mustafa centre and i alight at kallang . my shoes are all wet due to the heavyrain , eeeeeyer . i gave seha a call , expecting her to bring for me any shirts but she brouht her sisters' instead - waduhhh tu budak kecik . i trained to city hall and while waiting for seha , i bought a brown short and oh not to forget a pair of socks toooo ~ when i was changing suddenly , amaaaaaaaaaak ; dtg bulan pulaaaakk lagi naik darah . lucky seha was being sucha goodgirl and she bought me pads ; muahhh muahhhs . seha went to meet her friends while me , budakgombaks . ambik gambar pulakkkkk dorang . skip that , i head to esp . baybeats ! i joined in with seha , wwadddddddddddddduhhhh . org bodysurf( irfaaan ) tak ingat dunie jatoh dekat fifie pulakkkk . kaki maaaanyak lukeluke noh . took nr home and home tak sweet sangat home went down to gombak on sunday to pass baeng his mp3 . i had great time laughing with/at them . netball was cancelled for today , ape lagi ! haaaaapy uhh . besides that , i dont know why , my manager was being sucha sweetheart and only let me work on sunday ^.^ sikitlah duit gaji i :( |
