Finally , my prediction was true . lucky for me , i didnt put in much hopes on the words people told me because . i'd tried my best to not even believe all those but , tell me whos not happy when you hear all those beautiful words from friends , not friends perhaps , its bestbuddies .
Nehhh , i dont blame you guys for having me landed in this state because i believe you guys also didnt expects this to happen either . fcuk myself for putting myself this way because in the first place i shouldnt have even done that pathetic mistake .

i didnt know whether i should wait for you or just stops here but my heart says i dont mind not having to be yours but i wish i could continue to be by you in any circumstances . Thick tears dropped one by one right after i read that message , i mean it . i read the message over and over again and each time i read the last word , i will end up sobbing . im so totally not alright .
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