When i feel like letting everything go , for certain reasons i came back . But when i feel like starting everything as it is , something and someone just couldn't help to coperate but in fact , making me even frustrated and upset . Every weekends , i had hard time making certain decision but i ended up choosing the wrong choices . But for goodness sake , what you guys had thought has never came across my mind .

Almost every weekends , i ended up going back home with a very very heavy heart . must my sunday always be sad days ? those nasty words of yours , really create a big wound in my heart and worse still , theres no apology . actually , i didnt expect any sorry from people like you but atleast say something that will make feel better . i practice ' talk here end here' and ' forgive and forget ' once, but as for now , its getting out of hands and its too over limit .